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At the Window

by Ben Smith

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1.
Excuse my French, I'm not used to this all the signs say enter at your own risk the streets are empty of your neighbors the quiet makes you feel like you're twice a stranger Text your friends to check in on them hold your breath just waiting for the mailman tell a secret to your Labrador  if she keeps it, you should tell her more I'm at the window Everything's in limbo It's all getting so narrow The wind's bending every arrow as I sit here at the window Rummage inside your junk drawer find what you'll need for the next world war watch the news and get sick of it convince yourself you're the only non-idiot Make some plans for another year remind yourself there's a there, away from here tell a secret to your Terrier  if she keeps it, you should marry her I'm at the window Everything's in limbo It's all getting so narrow The wind's bending every arrow as I sit here at the window
2.
I'll never get tired of you, never lie to you never ask for silence Just let me sit here with you, let me renew my poetic license there's no need for some sleight of hand there's no need for some promised land (don't you know it's true) nothing to be scared of no conditional love I wanna run around with you, get lost with you  leave this world of madness I want to leave it all behind, forget my lines and stop talking about practice I don't want to wake up the same again Want to get rid of the wont's and cant's  (don't you know it's true) nothing to be scared of no conditional love let's rip up the contracts, cover up our tracks, slip through the cracks in the soundtrack let's double our chances, every romance is present in tense, don't look back let's leave while we still can, hold onto my hand, what other choice do we have? there's no condition dismissin' our unconditional love I wanna make a run for it, wanna flip the script and see the world alongside you there's nothing to keep us here, nothing to fear we don't need a rescue there's no need for some sleight of hand there's no need for some promised land (don't you know it's true) nothing to be scared of no conditional love let's rip up the contracts, cover up our tracks, slip through the cracks in the soundtrack let's double our chances, every romance is present in tense, don't look back let's leave while we still can, hold onto my hand, what other choice do we have? there's no condition dismissin' our unconditional love
3.
We thought that we would spot the station,  heard it was coming in from the southwest at 6:17 pm, Saturday night. But we were too busy arguing over  whether Revolver was better than Rubber Soul. It's the same argument we have every year. Jess fed the fire, we talked about tv,  which shows we were late to, which ones we just blew through. We sat six feet apart and it was mostly okay. We watched the dogs run, imagined we were one, we watched as a hawk flew and everyone there knew we were about to see one hell of a sunset.     I guess this is not so bad:     that's the bright idea we all had.     Can't get so mad when a mad world gets more mad,     so I guess this is not so bad. Marc and I, we talked about Jim and how much we are missing him and how much all of this fucking sucks. Then some boys skated down Marshall Drive they were flying, just so alive— sometimes downhill's not so bad. All of our sighs formed an unspoken motto, every dog bark a bright staccato, when the neighbors walked by no one knew their names. Leo told me a secret, but I'll never tell it, the sky grew dark and the fire was moonlit, And we waited until the embers refused to glow.     I guess this is not so bad:     that's the bright idea we all had.     Can't get so mad when a mad world gets more mad,     so I guess this is not so bad.

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All words & music by Ben Smith, 2020

The songs on this EP were written (or finished) in quarantine, 2020. I didn't take up baking or learn how to make a macrame plant basket. Both would have been worthwhile efforts. Instead, I just kept my head down--and face covered--and do what I always do: write songs.

Like you, I've spent this year looking through windows. I hope you can see yourself--and your dogs--in "At the Window." You can learn a lot from that view. Not enough, but some things.

"Unconditional Love" went unfinished for a number of years, but I'm glad it's here for you right now, in all of its glossy neo-middle-aged soul and ridiculous synth solo. I appreciate the elevation Sean Hoots' guitar work provided. The filename was "Prassy Jawn" -- because I was trying to capture a little Natalie Prass magic. An impossible task, but it was fun trying.

In "This Is Not So Bad" I sing that "you can't get more mad when a mad world gets more mad"--but of course you can. There's a lot to be mad about. But if you can't lie to yourself in song, if you can't convince yourself of a better tomorrow, then there would be no songs ever. And a world without songs is a hopeless one. Thanks to Matt Magarahan and his drums--a sentence that has been relevant and true for two decades and counting.

That song also mentions our good friend Jim Brett who passed away this year. I haven't met many people as kind and generous and funny and smart as Jim, and his friends and family miss him every day. He was also one hell of a songwriter. I'm glad we have his songs, but it's not enough.

As always, thanks for listening--
Peace & Love

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released December 18, 2020

Words & Music by Ben Smith
Mastered by Joel Metzler
Additional Engineering by Mike Bardzik at Noisy Little Critter Studio

Album cover model: Edie Smith


Sean Hoots -- additional guitars on "Unconditional Love"
Matt Magarahan -- drums on "This Is Not So Bad"
Joel Metzler mastered the EP

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West Chester, PA songwriter Ben Smith's songs sound good in both your front parlor and your back barroom---all Tin Pan Alley piano and a fading choirboy voice.

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