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Old Man Winter, Vol. 7

by Ben Smith

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1.
on a cold winter evening longing for sleep a group of old shepherds were tending their sheep bundling their cloaks up, breathing into cupped hands the ones who dozed off dreamed of distant homelands but one little boy stood apart from the rest wanting neither a pillow nor a blanket for heat his father, a shepherd, had upon him impressed “nothing's more important than tending the sheep” and it was the coldest of nights from on high there came a bright light sheep and shepherds both trembled in fright but the little boy sprang to his feet a beautiful echoing voice promising tidings of great joys all the men wept just like little boys but the little boy just herded up the sheep swaddled up in a stable just down the road lay the most wonderous child the world had known the shepherds were so happy they threw down their crooks they just couldn't wait to go have a look and they said to the boy "aren't you coming, son? this is something, you know, that really must be seen it's not every day that a savior is born" but the boy said "someone's must tend to the sheep" so they went and left him alone dancing toward where the star shone the little boy sat on a cold stone and as he watched he started to weep though he tried hard to shake off the tears a minute alone felt like ninety years surrounded by only his sheep and his fears till it seemed there were more fears than sheep up above the clouds where the angels all play it had been a long time since so busy a day God was so nervous handing seraphs cigars there were heavenly holes worn from his pacing the floor but then one of his angels tapped his shoulder and said "sir, there's one little boy whose joy's far from complete" "I know," God said, nodding his head, "I'm so happy he's tending my sheep" he sent the angel speeding through the night to bathe the boy in the warmest of lights it washed away the tears and the fright God allows no sadness on Christmas Eve the angel took the crook and gave the boy a kiss saying "we're so proud of all you've done with this, but some birthday parties simply cannot be missed, so for tonight you can trust me with the sheep" so from the back of a manger the boy could finally see the very best shepherd that there ever will be
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Every winter is a close call, it's a free fall it's a long way down hard to see there's an end to it at all Every branch is an outline, against the skyline but I can't make out what they're trying to say but when we string up the lights it's like somebody invites us in every wintery night there's a chance for the light to come through -- you see it, too (and now) Finally it feels like Christmas We needed the night to see the day the quiet is all around us there's nothing left for us to say now it's getting colder, and we're older and we're upside down everything is strange this year's been a long one, and we're unstrung we've lost the thread the story got lost but when we string up the lights it's like somebody invites us in every wintery night there's a chance for the light to come through -- you see it, too Finally it feels like Christmas We needed the night to see the day the quiet is all around us there's nothing left for us to say So finally it feels like Christmas now that I'm sitting here with you all of the lights look different and all of the bells are ringing true Maybe when it's snowing, it's like knowing that the world can stop and freeze for a while Every kind of giving is forgiving and that's all we need to be here now Finally it feels like Christmas We needed the night to see the day the quiet is all around us there's nothing left for us to say So finally it feels like Christmas now that I'm sitting here with you all of the lights look different and all of the bells are ringing true
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Christmas is a small thing sometimes it's hard to see it's a needle in a haystack, not a needle on your tree it's not lit with color or sparkled up with light it's as about as tiny and as far as the chance we'll get it right it barely needs a carol it doesn't need this song all it needs is the space between the midnight and the dawn it's a simple invitation a home for the refugee it's in the little margins where were down among the sheep you don't need to be found nor believe in the divine to find a special smallness in the universe design Christmas is a small thing sometimes it's hard to see how blind we are to one another how much smaller we could be

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Old Man Winter is back! Volume 7 brings three songs your way.

“The Lonely Shepherd” is co-written with my good friend Steve Hanna. Steve wrote the lyrics more than a decade ago, and in the intervening years, I’ve been trying to get a decent recording of the damn thing. The happy problem was Steve’s lyrics are so good and bold and touching and expansive that they require a big, bold, touching, and expansive arrangement. What they really require is a London Philharmonic performance and swirling Pixar animation. I got as close as I could this go round, but Steven and I look forward to a benefactor to take us the last mile. I once left typed lyrics sitting on a table at my parents’ house. My dad found them, and impressed with what he thought was my work, told me, “This is your best writing.” I had to break it to him that Steve, in fact, wrote the words. I should have just said thank you.

“Finally Feels Like Christmas” came together quickly over two days in mid-December, inspired by all the great sounds on Arturia’s V Collection. (That’s keyboard talk.) It’s made up of the two best chords: one and four. If I thought you would listen to it, I would have made a twenty-minute instrumental intro. The winter can feel pretty overwhelming. We close up and hibernate, but sometimes around Christmas, when the lights hit us just right, it all comes together.

I wrote “Christmas is a Small Thing” in the hospital two winters ago. You can hear it in the voice. I was inspired by a tweet from Pastor Kennth Tanner (@kennethtanner). I agree with him: “Christmas is not about greatness but smallness, not about force or coercion but invitation and welcome. Christmas does not need anyone to accept its joy or embrace its light. Christmas happens in the margins, away from the spotlight.” Our spirits should find grace and humility. We should embrace and see ourselves in those that find themselves in the margins.

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released December 17, 2019

Songs and music by Ben Smith
Except “Lonely Shepherd” written by Steven Hanna & Ben Smith

Cover design by Hui-yi Kuo (@hkuoart)

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West Chester, PA songwriter Ben Smith's songs sound good in both your front parlor and your back barroom---all Tin Pan Alley piano and a fading choirboy voice.

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